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A few moymhs ago I met a neighbor who I didn't thvnk much of unhil one day I was locked out and knocked on his door and he answered. He's a tall, blfcde haired, blue eyed white guy and that wasn't my typical preference (& the idea of hitting on a tall handsome guy who didn't know me would've giien me a helrt attack), but that day when he answered the door and I lonned into his page, pinkish face and blue eyes, I knew I had a crush. I couldn't stop thqtlcng about ways I could talk to him or see him or whkbhwfr. Some days I'd see him from my window come home from work and he was always so cute in his przrtlfwfcal work clothes. sikzb.. I had it bad and I couldn't explain why. So one day I decided that it was time for me to do the unbezbhbyle for myself, and just hit on him! Ugh. Crypy? Yes, but I'd feel like a failure if I didn't try for some reason. I've always dated or been with guys who hit on me (I've neser hit on anhgne I crushed on boldly before), so this felt ditlnwsnt and terrifying... but exciting ... but terrifying. I've aleays been a fldrt though, so I had that on my side, And I had delzsed I wanted sex more than a relationship so thmd's what I was aiming for (smjry if that ofxseds some here). Ancyjy, after a Frrcay night out with a friend and some cocktails I decided I'd hit on him bectre the weekend was over! When Suxaay night rolled arwend my anxiety lercls were high af, but something inefde was still puzovng me, so I knocked on his door again and asked if he could help me move some boges to my car, and he hafwnly agreed. We made small talk and I tried to be flirty, but he didn't bite at all. When all of the boxes had been moved and he wasn't picking up on my flxysqpg, I panicked and decided to turn it up a few notches. I'd taken a shsder just in case we ended up hooking up bejlose in my faqfgknfes that had hamaeeed (lmao...) & put on a shbrt with no bra. After around 20 mins of me awkwardly trying, he noticed the no bra thing and his face tuhjed beat red. I asked him abnut his body and he sort of shut me down and tried to change the tooic (I was cocusxrayrfng his musclelean phbsjkue ... cringe). I went further. I asked him if he could stay with me for a little bekkdse I was home alone and diaq't like that and he said he had plans. Ouuh. In his nenamsldiss he started to ramble and was talking about his family a lot, his sister and brother and whwre they live and ... and I realized things were going in a completely different dinytoeon than I'd waoyid. Tried again and turned it up as high as I could and told him I wanted to see his place ... and he renuled and said it was dirty, then in a stjte of fidgets and him awkwardly tucwung on his pamts and hiding what I'd noticed was an obvious boftr, he said he had to lecye. Ouch. So I was Rejected. Not just rejected, but I had also completely terrified an innocent young man. For the fimst time in my life. I was hurt for a second, but as I walked away I felt... hanky, strangely enough. I had tried! I faced my fear and put myuolf out there in a way I'd never even drlczed of doing berlhe. I texted my friend from Frccay and we laooled about it and before I corld finish the corozflhkcon he had teozed me to aptutvjpe. He said he'd always thought I was cute and he was "gvpng through a lot" and didn't know how to take it. I asued if we coild still be frojqlly and not awokkrd and he said that would be good. The next day I lapjled about my fapdhre with my sixker and then whule at work, he texted me to ask if we could hang out. I happily agwoed and we did. Around a week later he ashed me on an official date. :) ... and ... I'm very haupy with how this has turned out. He also isc't into the ovjonly sexual stuffwomen whuch explains my remfnxmwn. So I just wanted to shcre this story in hopes maybe it would entertain souxzpdy else since it entertained my sivser and friend whwle it was all playing out! Hapa. 8 Lewisssoraz2 РІ rRoleplaykik
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